Leap of faith

Dear ones,

Marty's journey is going in a new direction. Last week we began discussions with his team, here at Kentfield rehab about Marty's options moving forward. After days of thoughtful discussions with them, Marty's family, my family, close friends and counselors and most of all, Marty...it appears the road will lead us home.

Marty continues to have complex medical issues, he is still vent dependent, his immune system is highly compromised and he has not been successful at retaining calories. Any one of those is dangerous, and having all three make for a fragile person. It means the decision to come home becomes a leap of faith. Faith that the home environment will provide something that will have a healing effect beyond something he can receive in a sub-acute care facility, which is the only other option.

Marty told us this week, "I want to live". Which is a much more life affirming statement than, "I'm done".

He has been receiving lovely visits from dear ones who have traveled great and small distances to express their love, affection and deep admiration. The staff at Kentfield are gracious, caring and deeply committed to his healing and care. We are extremely grateful for them.

My brother, Mitch and Marty's long time friend, Paul-Stapleton Smith are here with me and are helping with the mountain of logistics. Our dear friends Hayne and Mitch are also helping out on the home front as well as Celina and several others.

We have spoken with the Palliative care team at PAMF and they are helping arrange for a pulmonary doctor, nurses, respiratory therapists and others who can come to the house to assist with Marty's healing. Palliative care is a way to help give us the support and comfort Marty needs if he wants to heal and get better. It is not hospice, our current plan is to get him home to heal. PAMF provides people with critical illnesses intervention and therapies, even at home.

We will need and nurse at home 24/7 and they start at $30 , and go up to $60 an hour. Our current funds will not that sustain for very long. If you care to help with Marty's comfort and care you can through this site, feel free to share:
http://www.giveforward.com/musicformarty

On Monday we began training on the ventilator. And the house had a thorough cleaning, We are making arrangements for equipment and such.

We are hoping the transition home goes smoothly. .. please help us hold that vision.

“. . . Where, no matter how things may ever seem, you'd be bathed in love, surrounded by friends, safe and sound in your very own bed. And where, upon waking, all that you loved and learned in that lifetime would remain with you, and all that scared and threatened you would only have prepared you for even more love and learning in the near future . . .”
(from tut.com “Totally Unique Thoughts”)

Many blessings and much love,

Ginny MItchell Collins
and team Marty